The end is insight!

It has been an incredibly grueling few weeks and I’m so happy to say tonight I get to take my trigger shot and release the eggs for feeezing! it hasn’t been plain sailing in fact I could say it’s been one of the hardest few weeks since losing Matt. The hormones, injections, blood draws, more […]

To New beginnings!

I decided when I started to write this blog it would be about life after Matts death and focused on the future. I love to write and although it’s always hard to kick start I feel better. Today is November 29th! I’m on Day 29 of a new IVF cycle and boy does it suck! […]

Day one

I remember the night Matt died it was 8.08pm on Sunday August 25th. My family had just left the hospital and the plan was to be back in the morning. Kathy, Matts mom had just said to me, I will stay just 5 minutes more… Matt died in those minutes.. a dear friend told me, […]

For One Who Is Exhausted

When the rhythm of the heart becomes hectic,Time takes on the strain until it breaks;Then all the unattended stress falls inOn the mind like an endless, increasing weight. The light in the mind becomes dim.Things you could take in your stride beforeNow become laborsome events of will. Weariness invades your spirit.Gravity begins falling inside you,Dragging […]

A blessing

There is a kindness that dwells deep down in things; it presides everywhere, often in the places we least expect. The world can be harsh and negative, but if we remain generous and patient, kindness inevitably reveals itself. Something deep in the human soul seems to depend on the presence of kindness; something instinctive in […]